Inresite Money is like a little twisted version of “heavenly peace” on earth, in the sense that thanks to your possession of it you feel safe, people are in good terms with you or even love you, you have hope for the future, etc. If you had no money or money did not exist and you wanted to enjoy this “heavenly peace” you will need wisdom, good will, humbleness and the like, and these things are not something that you need to protect against others or that you can lose easily. In contrast, the happiness that comes from money depends on your property of it and protecting it against others, so there are contradictions and mixed emotions hidden in that money happiness in my opinion. And you’re worried about losing it when you have it, so your question might not be that relevant maybe.